Sunday, May 18, 2008

Feathers from Emily

As some of you know, my dad was recently diagnosed with cancer. Fortunately, it is a very slow progressing form of leukemia, and he is under the care of one of the foremost experts in the country at Ohio State, which is only 2 hours away. His prognosis is extremely good, but in the beginning, I'm sure you can understand that I was scared and a little freaked out (although I hid it very well). Since reading my first Emily Dickinson poem as a college freshman, I have loved her. Her distinctive use of punctuation, her word selection, her great ability to immediately set a mood and draw a scene, have always drawn me to her. As corny as it sounds, I think Emily and I would have been great friends if we had lived in the same times. Sadly, I haven't read her lately, and so it surprised me that her words came so instantly to me during my saddest and most frightened times after first learning of my father's condition. This stanza is now my mantra whenever I get scared or worried about my dad:

"Hope is the thing with feathers,
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune without the words,
And never stops at all."




So, that's the inspiration behind this card. The main image is from Birds Galore by Inkadinkado, first stamped with clear embossing ink and Powder Keg's Black Sparkle EP, then repeatedly heated and layered with regular detail black EP, to build up the image. I like that it isn't a perfect image and that it has depth (more visible in person). The poetry is printed onto CTMH self-adhesive vellum, and heat set (learned that from trial and error), and then adhered to a scrap of cardstock matching the card base. The pattern paper is from My Mind's Eye Magnolia collection (a huge 12x12 stack), which I picked up on special during National Scrapbooking Day from Archivers. Photo corners are punched from black cardstock using the SU! punch (these are the larger size ones), and the brads are SU! Hodgepodge Hardware in Pewter. "Hope" is stamped using a clear alphabet from Impression Obsession. I was really happy with the fuzzy effect. I think hope is like that - similar to faith - sometimes stronger than others, but always there, even if you can't see it clearly or grasp it firmly.



8 comments:

Bonnie said...

You are right - you are on a feather kick!! Beautiful creation and isn't it fun! Sooo sorry to hear about your dad, just keep praying and having the wonderful HOPE that you have!

ScrapMomOf2 said...

I'm so sorry to hear about your dad. This card is beautiful, and the words you are fond of are just wonderful and inspirational. Very nice.

Michelle Pearson said...

Hugs to you sis....and keep stamping those birds....that is an awesome phrase to remember.

Anonymous said...

So sorry about your dad. Hope the therapy works out well for him. Gorgeous bird!!!

mel m. m. mccarthy said...

Sorry to hear that your father is unwell. I am happy to tell you though that my father in law has the same lukemia and he is doing well after 20 years of living with it. If you'd like me to ask him any questions about his treatment, I'd be more than happy to. I'll be thinking of you and sending healing thoughts. Thanks for sharing the Emily quote (and reminding me how much I love her writing) hugs, mel

Becky G said...

Catherine, this is gorgeous! I love the depth that you got from layering the black ep.
So sorry to hear about your dad. I know exactly how you feel. My mom was diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma three years ago, next month. I can still remember the feeling when we first found out that she had it and not knowing what was ahead for her. I am glad to report that she is still here and doing well.
I will add you and your dad to my prayers!
Stampin hugs, Becky:)

AnnMarie said...

Awww Catherine! Big hug! My father had cancer too and I know what it means to feel scared and hopeful and worried sick! My heart is with you! Keep chanting that mantra...it helps!

kathleenh said...

I love the story behind the card Catherine! I will say a prayer for your dad.